Thursday, January 14, 2010

NOMINATION

your safe when your with me.
there's the forbidden door and I'm the key.
its a whole new world to you.
just step through.
open your eyes to sobriety.
too the endless limits i can give you.
just take my hand and follow me.
i promise i wont hurt you.
remember I'm your key.
I'm the only thing you'll ever need.
your best friend.
not the enemy.
you have one foot in and the other out.
please don't turn around.
i know letting go is the hardest part.
just look up at the silver lining in the clouds.
just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

A time my life changed vs.1 poem.

Inside.

Dark circles under her eyes she's
Exhausted
Pain and stress fill her
She has so many questions that cant be Answered
But she will continue to wake up every morning
And paint on her "Happy Mask" she's a
True Artist
She walks the halls every day, she talks to her friends
and always solves their problems but
They never seem to know She has one
They ask her why she doesn't eat her lunch and just drinks water.
That's the closest they've
Ever come
The day ends and she gets home
The paint gets smeared off and the pain sets in
Here we go again
I'm in for another long night on this horribly disgusting ride
I wish i knew why
I wish i just knew what would drive him to do this to you
He murdered you He
Repeatedly
stuck a knife in and out of your body
with no second thoughts
How could he hurt you
but I guess I'll never know
I guess I'm just stuck reading the story
looking at your obituary and listening to the songs
We played at your funeral
I guess i just miss you
and I'm so pissed off
I feel like I cant live
Without you